Saturday, December 17, 2005
Dear God,
right now I feel slightly irritated by my dad's constant knocking on the door, it always irritates me. Dear God, I thank You sosososossoossoso much for today's service, You really spoke to me & answered so many of my prayers and doubts. I had prayed and asked for more passion for Your name, Lord and today I received it. Thank You Jesus. I had prayed for guidance, to want to have better decision making & Yes Lord, I received it today. Pastor spoke about how popularity shouldnt be key in making decisions because that is equivalent to having the devil succeed in tempting me. Right now I am burning for You, Lord. Thank You Lord for placing a fire in my heart, to keep me burning for You Lord, so I can sustain with this passion. Todays service was great and when I stepped up to alter call, to signify that Yes Lord, I am willing to set aside my selfish desires to spread Your fame, Lord, it really dawned on me that Lord, these are all Your works. Rising me up as I walk in faith, Lord. Taking me to a higher level of faith, Lord. I shivered, Lord. I trembled at Your presence, Your very, magnificent presence, Lord. I teared in front of You Lord. I felt You in me, Lord. I am so extremely thankful for all these. Thankful that Ive accepted Christ and entered Your kingdom, received Your wisdom and from christ, I see everything else. That cant be more true, Lord. Jesus when I heard about what happened in Thailand missions trip, how a man who was born crippled started walking after receiving prayers, I didnt feel shock. Instead what I felt was a true release, 'wow this IS my GOD! my greatest, most wonderful and magnanimous Lord. The Savior, the Healer, in every essence of those words'. These are simply... testimonies and proof of Your very existence, it dawned on me that THIS IS THE TRUTH, YOU ARE THE TRUTH. wow. As I look back, Jesus, I have really grown spiritually. From wanting to fit in, to wanting to live for You. This is the very reason why I believe that Lois will not have a problem after she accepts christ. Yet she is still holding back. Lord I heard You calling me to speak to Lois, to use and let me be the difference in her life. That a small little chat could, influence her opinion of Christianity, that I could bring her a step closer to salvation. Lord I pray that Lois will come to know You soon, that Lord You will use me to spread Your Kingdom Lord that one day (soon I hope) Lois would be able to break through the barriers and come to accept the truth. Lord I pray for strength, Lord. Jesus I pray that I will set aside my selfish desires and put You Lord as my priority, that I will focus on spreading Your fame, so that more of my friends and family can be saved and experience the Greatest Love. Lord I pray that I will receive courage and bravery to overcome my inner struggles, that I will be burning for You Lord and break free from myself, that I will be willing to step out of comfort zone to spread Your Glory Lord. Jesus... Jesus.. come fill within me, Lord. Jesus, come fill within me, Lord. Jesus I pray that you will fill my heart with the holy spirit Lord, Jesus I want I really WANT to grow spiritually stronger for You my King. Lord Lord.. You are so holy, You are so gracious, You are so kind and merciful, so loving my Father. I thank You so much, Lord, for all that You have done for me, for all that You have given to me, the Greatest Love, in exchange for Your sacrifice.. I am truly amazed. By Christ, I see everything else. Thank You Lord. Lord I also pray that Nick will come to accept You too, Lord. Even though it is difficult because he is young, Lord I pray that he will accept christ one day too. That Lord You will use me to spread Your kingdom and save Nick. Lord Id like to pray for my good friend, Arianne, who got posted to a JC not of her choice. She is extremely upset, disappointed & hurt, Lord I pray that You will touch her and heal her Lord. Lord I pray that she will be blessed with strength to overcome all the setbacks, Lord. Lord I pray that You give her strength to rise up again once more, Lord. That she would eventually succeed and do justice to her own potential.
7:01 AM____________________________________________________
right now I feel slightly irritated by my dad's constant knocking on the door, it always irritates me. Dear God, I thank You sosososossoossoso much for today's service, You really spoke to me & answered so many of my prayers and doubts. I had prayed and asked for more passion for Your name, Lord and today I received it. Thank You Jesus. I had prayed for guidance, to want to have better decision making & Yes Lord, I received it today. Pastor spoke about how popularity shouldnt be key in making decisions because that is equivalent to having the devil succeed in tempting me. Right now I am burning for You, Lord. Thank You Lord for placing a fire in my heart, to keep me burning for You Lord, so I can sustain with this passion. Todays service was great and when I stepped up to alter call, to signify that Yes Lord, I am willing to set aside my selfish desires to spread Your fame, Lord, it really dawned on me that Lord, these are all Your works. Rising me up as I walk in faith, Lord. Taking me to a higher level of faith, Lord. I shivered, Lord. I trembled at Your presence, Your very, magnificent presence, Lord. I teared in front of You Lord. I felt You in me, Lord. I am so extremely thankful for all these. Thankful that Ive accepted Christ and entered Your kingdom, received Your wisdom and from christ, I see everything else. That cant be more true, Lord. Jesus when I heard about what happened in Thailand missions trip, how a man who was born crippled started walking after receiving prayers, I didnt feel shock. Instead what I felt was a true release, 'wow this IS my GOD! my greatest, most wonderful and magnanimous Lord. The Savior, the Healer, in every essence of those words'. These are simply... testimonies and proof of Your very existence, it dawned on me that THIS IS THE TRUTH, YOU ARE THE TRUTH. wow. As I look back, Jesus, I have really grown spiritually. From wanting to fit in, to wanting to live for You. This is the very reason why I believe that Lois will not have a problem after she accepts christ. Yet she is still holding back. Lord I heard You calling me to speak to Lois, to use and let me be the difference in her life. That a small little chat could, influence her opinion of Christianity, that I could bring her a step closer to salvation. Lord I pray that Lois will come to know You soon, that Lord You will use me to spread Your Kingdom Lord that one day (soon I hope) Lois would be able to break through the barriers and come to accept the truth. Lord I pray for strength, Lord. Jesus I pray that I will set aside my selfish desires and put You Lord as my priority, that I will focus on spreading Your fame, so that more of my friends and family can be saved and experience the Greatest Love. Lord I pray that I will receive courage and bravery to overcome my inner struggles, that I will be burning for You Lord and break free from myself, that I will be willing to step out of comfort zone to spread Your Glory Lord. Jesus... Jesus.. come fill within me, Lord. Jesus, come fill within me, Lord. Jesus I pray that you will fill my heart with the holy spirit Lord, Jesus I want I really WANT to grow spiritually stronger for You my King. Lord Lord.. You are so holy, You are so gracious, You are so kind and merciful, so loving my Father. I thank You so much, Lord, for all that You have done for me, for all that You have given to me, the Greatest Love, in exchange for Your sacrifice.. I am truly amazed. By Christ, I see everything else. Thank You Lord. Lord I also pray that Nick will come to accept You too, Lord. Even though it is difficult because he is young, Lord I pray that he will accept christ one day too. That Lord You will use me to spread Your kingdom and save Nick. Lord Id like to pray for my good friend, Arianne, who got posted to a JC not of her choice. She is extremely upset, disappointed & hurt, Lord I pray that You will touch her and heal her Lord. Lord I pray that she will be blessed with strength to overcome all the setbacks, Lord. Lord I pray that You give her strength to rise up again once more, Lord. That she would eventually succeed and do justice to her own potential.
Because BY CHRIST, I SEE EVERYTHING ELSE.
7:01 AM____________________________________________________
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