Thursday, December 01, 2005
Dear Lord,
With each day I just feel that Im growing more & more distant from You, and that feeling is horrible. I want to be able to know, & to shout out, that I share such a special relationship with You, but I cant and it's just so frustrating.
Father I just pray that You will fill my heart with the holy spirit and guide me along my walk of faith, Lord. Lord I just want to walk ever so closely with you Father, to sing your Glory & shout Your praise. Lord I sincerely pray that You will fill me with such strong desire & passion to know you better, to have the willingness to WANT to get to know you better, Lord my Saviour. Father just give me signs and light up the way. Father I pray that You'll bless me with the gift of salvation. Father I pray for hope, help, Father I pray for a role model whom I can seek and emulate after.
Dear Jesus Im sorry for the sins Ive committed. I cursed while fully knowing that the very same mouth speaks the glory of You, Lord. Dear Jesus Im sorry for the lustful thoughts I bore. Father I confess that I am a sinner, and I pray that You Father will bless me with the gift of salvation, the Oh so precious gift. Father, I have always been asking for the gift of tongues, for the wrong reasons. I wanted to be able to speak in tongues so that I will not feel out of place in church, which I now learn that this mindset is wrong. Father I now sincerely pray that You will bless me with the gift of tongues because I want to speak to You, Lord; so that there is the bond of communication which cannot be broken.
Father Ive been jobhunting for awhile now, yet none of the cafes I applied for has contacted me, and that makes me sad and worried. Father I pray that I can start work soon, hopefully in SimplyBread in Sixth Avenue! Lord it seems so fun working there! Plus the pay is good. I wld really like to stop getting money from my parents & instead give them back some! That would be really really delightful, I would think. Honour your parents,right? (: I am learning now, I guess. Okay Father Ive decided I am going to let this be my journal which records my daily progress with You, my King.
Dear Lord, all around me are young couples, teenagers in "love" with each other. Im always very sceptic about boygirl relationships cos Ive seen way too many breakups & the damaging effect bgrs have on my friends. Ive come to see these relationships as pointless, childish & a waste of time, feelings and money. I guess alot of these thoughts stem from my family education. My dad has always always reminded me never to get involved in relationships like these. I really understand all that he says and why he teaches me that way. I am really considering making a covenant with You, my Lord, because come next year, I will be studying in a co-ed environment where there are boys. I am really not sure if I can resist all the temptations so Im just considering making this solemn promise to You. Hmm..
Lord I definitely feel alot better after writing down my thoughts and feelings. I pray that more will come. I love you Lord, and I thank You from the bottom of my heart, for all that Youve sacrificed for me. Because, who am I? That the Lord of all this world, would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt? That is You, Jesus. So powerful & magnificent. I thank You Lord, for blessing me with a healthy mind & body, as well as the many gift of talents. In Jesus' most precious name, Amen.
11:13 PM____________________________________________________
With each day I just feel that Im growing more & more distant from You, and that feeling is horrible. I want to be able to know, & to shout out, that I share such a special relationship with You, but I cant and it's just so frustrating.
Father I just pray that You will fill my heart with the holy spirit and guide me along my walk of faith, Lord. Lord I just want to walk ever so closely with you Father, to sing your Glory & shout Your praise. Lord I sincerely pray that You will fill me with such strong desire & passion to know you better, to have the willingness to WANT to get to know you better, Lord my Saviour. Father just give me signs and light up the way. Father I pray that You'll bless me with the gift of salvation. Father I pray for hope, help, Father I pray for a role model whom I can seek and emulate after.
Dear Jesus Im sorry for the sins Ive committed. I cursed while fully knowing that the very same mouth speaks the glory of You, Lord. Dear Jesus Im sorry for the lustful thoughts I bore. Father I confess that I am a sinner, and I pray that You Father will bless me with the gift of salvation, the Oh so precious gift. Father, I have always been asking for the gift of tongues, for the wrong reasons. I wanted to be able to speak in tongues so that I will not feel out of place in church, which I now learn that this mindset is wrong. Father I now sincerely pray that You will bless me with the gift of tongues because I want to speak to You, Lord; so that there is the bond of communication which cannot be broken.
Father Ive been jobhunting for awhile now, yet none of the cafes I applied for has contacted me, and that makes me sad and worried. Father I pray that I can start work soon, hopefully in SimplyBread in Sixth Avenue! Lord it seems so fun working there! Plus the pay is good. I wld really like to stop getting money from my parents & instead give them back some! That would be really really delightful, I would think. Honour your parents,right? (: I am learning now, I guess. Okay Father Ive decided I am going to let this be my journal which records my daily progress with You, my King.
Dear Lord, all around me are young couples, teenagers in "love" with each other. Im always very sceptic about boygirl relationships cos Ive seen way too many breakups & the damaging effect bgrs have on my friends. Ive come to see these relationships as pointless, childish & a waste of time, feelings and money. I guess alot of these thoughts stem from my family education. My dad has always always reminded me never to get involved in relationships like these. I really understand all that he says and why he teaches me that way. I am really considering making a covenant with You, my Lord, because come next year, I will be studying in a co-ed environment where there are boys. I am really not sure if I can resist all the temptations so Im just considering making this solemn promise to You. Hmm..
Lord I definitely feel alot better after writing down my thoughts and feelings. I pray that more will come. I love you Lord, and I thank You from the bottom of my heart, for all that Youve sacrificed for me. Because, who am I? That the Lord of all this world, would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt? That is You, Jesus. So powerful & magnificent. I thank You Lord, for blessing me with a healthy mind & body, as well as the many gift of talents. In Jesus' most precious name, Amen.
Jesus' Blood
never fails me.
11:13 PM____________________________________________________
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