DEAR GOD, THIS IS MY DESPERATE CRY TO YOU LORD. LORD, JUST GIVE ME DIRECTIONS AND SIGNS LORD LORD I REALLY WANT TO BE IN A SPORT CCA THAT I WLD REALLY ENJOY, SPECIFICALLY NETBALL LORD, BUT I KNOW ITS DIFFICULT TO GET INTO THE MAIN SCHOOL TEAM LORD AND ME AND DHEESHA WERE JUST DECIDING TO START A RECREATIONAL NETBALL LORD WHICH I THINK I WILL COME TO LOVE LORD, BUT I AM SCARED AND I AM NOT SURE IF EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE LORD LORD I AM ALSO CONCERNED ABOUT LEADERSHIP CCA AND ALL THAT LORD, I WANT MY RESUME TO LOOK GOOD AT THE END OF JC LORD ITS THE LAST CHANCE TO BEEF UP MY RESUME LORD LORD THIS IS MY DESPERATE CRY OUT TO YOU LORD. I WILL TRUST IN YOU LORD. LORD, HELP ME LORD. GOD JUST SHOW ME THE WAY, LORD. GIVE ME DIRECTIONS. GIVE ME SIGNS. LORD I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BLESS ME SO MUCH, SO GREATLY LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM REALLY DESPERATE AND SCARED, LORD. PLEASE BLESS ME SO THAT I MAY ENJOY MY CCA IN THE NEXT 2 YEARS, LORD LORD LORD PLEASE LORD PLEASE LORD I PRAY HARD I PRAY SO HARD LORD, THIS IS MY DESPERATE CRY OUT TO YOU LORD!!!