Sunday, February 19, 2006
Dear God,
as you might have known, life isnt smoothsailing for me at all. For one, I really really really am very miserable in my present class, feeling excluded and everything, it sucks a hell lot and Im just always running away from my class cos I hate it soso much, ugh. Oh God, have you heard my cries to you Lord? My desperate plea to just present me with a solution that will resolve all of these. Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Lord... I hate my school life. God I really really REALLY REALLY REALLY want to change class. Please..
And what else. my cca. it is like going no where. Recent events have made me feel like some loser failure. c6 for chinese even though I mugged so hard. b3 only for cca. and it really hit me hard at how much of a failure i am as compared to my other classmates in school, which is another reason why I dont like my class, and my school life.
And Ive no best friend. I mean yes god theres you still but.. i think you know what i mean. everybody else in school has settled down more or less in their own new classes and im just.. ugh, i dont know, irritating my friends by crashing theirs.
And God, Ive been feeling spiritually dry.. I mean, the level of.. spirituality is definitely not as high as it was during the holidays :( Lord just fill me in.. fill me with the holy spirit always that I may always think of you, see your ways, hear Your words. Lord. And Lord I pray for my dearest friend Kenny, that you will present him with opportunities to seek you once more and rededicate his life to you my lord. Jesus, he's been through a rough patch lately with his family problems and God I pray that when he runs back to you, that all wounds would be healed and that he will be renewed once more. That Lord he will finally be, a happy soul. And Lord I pray you'll bless me Lord, that I, too, will be happy in my new school.
God I thank you and am amazed by you, that in such a short while my dear friend mel has grown so much spiritually. Im really amazed by how much Youve changed her, that she seeks comfort in you, that going to church really changes her, to be more self-conscious cos she now has you in her heart. Hallelujah. God I thank you for the numerous blessings youve given me, that I may lead a healthy life. Lord I pray that you'll continue to bless my parents' health and happiness as I have honoured You.
In Jesus' most precious name, I pray,
Amen.
6:18 AM____________________________________________________
as you might have known, life isnt smoothsailing for me at all. For one, I really really really am very miserable in my present class, feeling excluded and everything, it sucks a hell lot and Im just always running away from my class cos I hate it soso much, ugh. Oh God, have you heard my cries to you Lord? My desperate plea to just present me with a solution that will resolve all of these. Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Lord... I hate my school life. God I really really REALLY REALLY REALLY want to change class. Please..
And what else. my cca. it is like going no where. Recent events have made me feel like some loser failure. c6 for chinese even though I mugged so hard. b3 only for cca. and it really hit me hard at how much of a failure i am as compared to my other classmates in school, which is another reason why I dont like my class, and my school life.
And Ive no best friend. I mean yes god theres you still but.. i think you know what i mean. everybody else in school has settled down more or less in their own new classes and im just.. ugh, i dont know, irritating my friends by crashing theirs.
And God, Ive been feeling spiritually dry.. I mean, the level of.. spirituality is definitely not as high as it was during the holidays :( Lord just fill me in.. fill me with the holy spirit always that I may always think of you, see your ways, hear Your words. Lord. And Lord I pray for my dearest friend Kenny, that you will present him with opportunities to seek you once more and rededicate his life to you my lord. Jesus, he's been through a rough patch lately with his family problems and God I pray that when he runs back to you, that all wounds would be healed and that he will be renewed once more. That Lord he will finally be, a happy soul. And Lord I pray you'll bless me Lord, that I, too, will be happy in my new school.
God I thank you and am amazed by you, that in such a short while my dear friend mel has grown so much spiritually. Im really amazed by how much Youve changed her, that she seeks comfort in you, that going to church really changes her, to be more self-conscious cos she now has you in her heart. Hallelujah. God I thank you for the numerous blessings youve given me, that I may lead a healthy life. Lord I pray that you'll continue to bless my parents' health and happiness as I have honoured You.
In Jesus' most precious name, I pray,
Amen.
6:18 AM____________________________________________________
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